Questioning My Virtual Reality

fishingboatproceeds: Mind says 14 minutes. Clock says 2 years.

Thu, 23 May 2013 21:23:08 +0100

Mind says 14 minutes. Clock says 2 years.

d-criss: jean valjean for father of the year because honestly how many dads will carry their...

Thu, 23 May 2013 11:29:05 +0100

jean valjean for father of the year because honestly how many dads will carry their adopted daughter’s boyfriend through a sewer of shit to keep him alive

dearcispeople: Dear Cis People: When you consciously make an...

Tue, 21 May 2013 14:28:57 +0100

dearcispeople:

Dear Cis People:

When you consciously make an effort to understand what I’m going through, it makes me so happy.

Thank you :)

So now when you do Alt + Reblog, the reblog symbol turns green, "explodes" and then disappears.

Tue, 21 May 2013 14:19:55 +0100

theshelbylife:

incestuous-lesbianponies:

laurarw:

I THOUGHT THIS WAS KIDDING SOGMLASG

HOLY SHIT

lovethevisualsystem: deadlyjohnson: FACTS ABOUT THINGS: TUMBLR WAS GETTING TOO EXPENSIVE. THEIR...

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:39:37 +0100

lovethevisualsystem:

deadlyjohnson:

FACTS ABOUT THINGS:

TUMBLR WAS GETTING TOO EXPENSIVE. THEIR OPTIONS WERE TO EITHER SELL IT OR SHUT IT DOWN.

YAHOO SAYS THEY’RE GOING TO LET IT RUN AS AN INDEPENDENT BUSINESS. IN THEORY, NOTHING WILL CHANGE EXCEPT FOR WHO’S LEGALLY OWNING IT.

NOW EVERYONE CALM DOWN.

Cory, don’t worry, Tumblr wont be changing afterall!!

Stability has been restored, Tumblr remains a safe place of predictable unpredictability :3

A Need To Know What Will Happen

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:43:09 +0100

When I get anxious, I go on tumblr, because there’s a predictable unpreditability that I found comfort in, and all day, going on tumblr has been making me anxious.

I just figured out that it’s because of all the posts about the Yahoo! take over. We have no idea if there’ll be knew ads, or where the ads will be, if the layout will change, if things will be added, if more people who aren’t tumblr people will learn about tumblr, we have no idea what’s going to happen.

Not knowing what’s going to happen to a site that has until know been a stable source of comfort is scaring the hell out of me. I can’t stand not knowing what’s going to happen next.

This applies to everyday life as well, I get anxious all the time because I can’t predict what will happen next, but little constants like texting someone at an exact time, or even knowing the order of a playlist helps me a lot.

This is exactly why I want to leave scouts, being forced to go to events because I have to so I...

Wed, 08 May 2013 22:24:32 +0100

This is exactly why I want to leave scouts, being forced to go to events because I have to so I spend the whole week before having anxiety attacks. I have no intention of being a leader, but I have to go to a training day (that will be incredibly boring and tedious) from 9:30 to 5:30 two days before the exams that I’m already anxious about so that I can go on a trip.

I haven’t even been able to study for the exams this week because of this stupid day.

This isn’t the first time this has happened, and it won’t be the last. Being forced to do things that other people don’t want to, and being guilted so that I can’t complain, leaving no outlet.

Not to mention spending days trying to organise a way to get to the dam thing, and now I’ll have to get a bus back that may or may not be at a reasonable time, and will cost money that I don’t exactly have.

I am so done with scouting and the bullshit that comes with it. As soon as you’re an adult in scouting, it becomes politics and dumbshits.

The only reason I’ve held on this long is the friends I have, and my amazing leaders, but I haven’t seen any of them since college started.

I don’t have the time or strength for this anymore.

Oh hey, another panic attack.

I didn’t need to breathe anyway.

All the World's a Stage: An open letter to all Fandoms- From a Bisexual Fan

Tue, 07 May 2013 10:31:22 +0100

All the World's a Stage: An open letter to all Fandoms- From a Bisexual Fan:

fandomsandfeminism:

Hi Fandoms,

My name is Rosie. I’m 22. I grew up in Texas, about an hour south of Austin. I’m the oldest of 4 children; the child of teachers; on my way to be a teacher as well.

I’m a fan of Sci-Fi and Fantasy, of anime and manga, of magical girls and pirates. I’m a…

Is there a nice way to tell the friends that you haven’t seen in forever that you’d...

Fri, 03 May 2013 23:06:37 +0100

Is there a nice way to tell the friends that you haven’t seen in forever that you’d rather not go to their games night and stay up ridiculously late and play games and reconnect with everyone because you don’t want to also be sneezing and gasping the whole time because of cats and want to spend the last night before your parents go out of the country for a week with your parents because they mean so much and it seems like no where near as stressful an evening? And also how do you explain to your long term partner that you’d rather hang out with your dad because you won’t see him for a week than them whom you haven’t seen for a week?

If anyone could tell me what has me so worried that I have small panic attacks and have developed a...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 23:06:24 +0100

If anyone could tell me what has me so worried that I have small panic attacks and have developed a new stim, that’d be great, because I have no idea where this is coming from.

Great Mouse Detective Basil and Dawson for the LetsDrawSherlock...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 14:13:34 +0100

Great Mouse Detective Basil and Dawson for the LetsDrawSherlock project :)

I thought it needed a background so I tried to put in something but now I’m not sure which looks ~~worse~~ better so I’ll put up both for people to decide ^_^”

“Oh wow I’m really getting the hang of this!” 2 seconds later, gets pushed into...

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 22:50:05 +0100

“Oh wow I’m really getting the hang of this!”

2 seconds later, gets pushed into death trap of water, lava, and skeletons, loses everything to lava

“FUCK THIS”

how many trans* people does it take to change a lightbulb?

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 23:47:55 +0100

hobbitdragon:

teen-boy-fag:

retrospectivefutures:

only one, but they have to live for a year in the dark to be really, definitely sure it needs changing

ugly laugh crying

oh god why is this so true that it’s tragifunny

He says he’s changed, should I trust him? Does everyone really deserve a second chance?

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 21:23:15 +0100

He says he’s changed, should I trust him? Does everyone really deserve a second chance?

DYSPHORIA CITY

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 12:33:17 +0100

DYSPHORIA CITY:

thatfutureperfectkid:

DYSPHORIA CITY exists primarily to educate non-dysphoria sufferers about the experience.

Played this and sent it to a cis friend. Triggered indeed. Hard to come to terms with all of the minute, everyday ways dysphoria impacts my life, especially since I’ve so long thought of it as a separate issue. I have a lot to unpack, but knowing that makes managing it and moving forward a little easier.

This is really really good.

The person I reblogged this from is beautiful.

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 23:22:23 +0100

No one will reblog this from me.

Shout out to all the dudes who bleed 3-7 days every month.

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 02:08:18 +0100

Oblivious

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 01:31:00 +0100

We walked from the restrooms back to our campsite slowly, the effects of days half sleeping in cold tents making it hard to lift my boots. The air was still cold, but pleasant, English air no different from the Irish air I’d breathed most of my life.
I took care to step over the board which lay in the middle of the path, covering a cable someone had connected to their camp for some reason. I had almost tripped over the board every time I’d walked that way.
As I dismayed the mud that was everywhere thanks to a very rude and inconsiderate fun fair group, I heard a noise from my friend next to me.
“You know,” he said, nervously, I looked at him expectantly, “I like you.” he finished, somewhat hurriedly.
“YOU DO?!” I exclaimed in mock surprise.
He looked away sightly, embarrassed or confused, I couldn’t tell.
“Is it that obvious?” he asked quietly.
“Well,” I responded, “of course you do! We wouldn’t play so many card games if we weren’t friends!”
Suddenly, he looked disappointed. Lost for words, we continued our walk, as I beamed at the thought of officially becoming friends with him.
“I mean, I like you. Like how people say they like like someone?”
I looked at him quizzically, “What?”
“Ask Sarah” he responded, exasperated.
Confused, but happy, I walked beside him to the campsite, where I set about looking for Sarah.
What I didn’t realize, was that a few months later, I would proudly call them my feyfriend, and I their boyfriend.

My mum just came in to see the Walkin’ Talkin’ Pinkie Pie that I bought on sale (which...

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 15:53:13 +0100

My mum just came in to see the Walkin’ Talkin’ Pinkie Pie that I bought on sale (which has the most Pinkie hair any hasbro toy has ever had) and was (jokingly) giving out that it was wasted on me and should be for a little girl, not a grown man

glob I love my mum

No matter how far away we are, we’re both watching the snow dance as it falls to earth....

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 15:19:00 +0000

No matter how far away we are, we’re both watching the snow dance as it falls to earth. Mesmerized by how the wind causes some of the flakes to float upwards and twirl. In that moment, we are together, calm, and silent….